Saturday, September 22, 2012

I can love you like no one can...

I can be your superman!

Amazing song..

Anyhow, I am ill and it is quite depressing. I want someone to bring me soup! Or go to work for me. That'd be awesome.

Everything has been going pretty well.. Can't really complain. But I seriously need new friends. I should put out an ad on craigslist.... Cuz that would find me some normal people.... NOT.

Anyway, I am still searching for a car.. I'm not sure if I ever said I was, but I am. I want a Volkswagen Jetta. Classy, right?

6 days until Cedar! Alumnae tea! I must admit I am nervous.. A lot of these girls I haven't seen since I left college... and I don't feel like I left them on great terms. We will see though. I'll have my BIG to protect me :) And my Devionare :) and my Mandar (? Maybe.. I don't know if she's coming...) BUT WE WILL HAVE SO MUCH FUN!!!

Ice cream time!

Laters baby.. (50 Shades of Grey reference... if you haven't read it, shame on you.. it's fantastic and I want a Christian Grey for myself yum yum <3)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I used to think that we were forever ever

We are never getting back together. Like ever.

Good God. Can I please express how much I love Taylor Swift? Every single song she has applies to me in some way. It's like we're the same person.. with the same brain... except she's super gorgeous. Kay thanks for letting me say that.

I haven't posted in quite some time. 7 months to be exact. And that's probably because they've been really great months. Recently, however, things have not been so peachy. I will explain why.

Reason number one: One of my stupid ex boyfriends texted me the other day. It was just kind of stupid and it made me mad. I didn't think he deserved a response, so I didn't say anything :)

Reason numero dos: My best friends have left for college. I spent the entire summer with Samantha, Jaclyn, Chelsea, and Branden.. and with the exception of a few fights, we were awesome. Nothing was too major and we got over it all. Now that school has started, I have felt abandoned. But honestly, I think that it is for the better. Samantha and Jaclyn are awesome and have an excuse not to hang out with me. They're in LOGAN, UTAH. Can't expect them to hang out with me all the time. But they make an effort to talk to me and leave me amazing voicemails all the time, which I appreciate :) Branden works lots and lots and works out lots and lots. But he always makes time for me when I need him and we have a standing sushi date once a week! So he's freaking awesome. I guess that means the only person I'm having an issue with is Chelsea. An incident happened that I really don't want to discuss with the general public last weekend, and I realized what a selfish and terrible friend she is. So I'm over her. Hooray! And I was feeling abandoned by her and her alone. Coming to this realization makes me feel so much better.

Also part of numero uno, in another group of friends, is that I miss my sisters. My big, my little, my Devionare, my Mandar... Basically the people that kept me sane in the hell that was Fall semester 2011. Can't wait to see you guys for homecoming! :)

Oh and Meghan. We don't talk as often as we used to, but everytime we do, you seriously crack me up :)

Stephen too. Even though you're a freak, I love you <3

Reason numero tres: Peeps be crazy jealous. Work just has not been going very well. Honestly after just typing about all the friends I have and how much I love them and miss them, it makes this not even seem that important anymore so I'm moving on. I'm the freaking manager for Pete's sake. Who gives a flying hoot what they think :)

Wow blogging is good therapy!

I'm buying a new car. A Volkswagen Jetta is the dream... But any sedan will be fine. I'm excited. Everything I'm seeing is super cute! Hooray!

Alright well it's my mama's birthday so I'm gonna go hang out with her now.

Oh and for the title of the post? That's not only for the stupid boyfriend, it's also for friends that I thought were going to be friends forever. But I can't trust her anymore, so hacienda that. Remember, even when you're sleeping, keep your eyes open <3