13 days. 13 days stands between me and the beginning of my second decade of life. I know what you're thinking. "It's just a birthday. What's the big deal?" Well, let me enlighten you. Birthday's scare me. Ever since my sweet 16, I have cried on my birthday. And why? Well I'm scared. Every year on my birthday, I take the opportunity to look around my life and examine where I am, and how close I am to achieving my dreams. And for the last 3 years, I haven't been happy with what I saw. And there I was, getting older, closer and closer to, in my eyes, failing. But in reality, there were people in my life, things going on in my life, that made me unhappy. Completely. Which is sad because I'm a genuinely happy person! But this year, there will be no tears on my birthday. I am in such a good place, and although I have my breakdowns (today for example), I am a better person today than I've been in the past, not only because of my age, but because I'm happier, and therefore more excited for my future! So happy birthday to me :) In 13 days that is. Birthday list time? Shyeah.. I think so.
1. Nicki Minaj OPI Nail Polish collection (yeah I think that's definitely needed)
2. A new purple yoga mat (I already have a pink one... a purple one will definitely be cute)
3. Black yoga towel (beach towels are getting old)
4. Yoga clothes! (We have some super cute new capris, shorts, and tops at the studio and I am envious. Maybe one day I'll be comfortable enough to show my stomach in class)
I think that's all I really want. I'm boring haha :) Money is always nice I guess. I'd put it towards going back to school to get my Wedding Planning Certificate! Yaysers!
Ok well that's enough out of me :)
Remember, you're never fully dressed without a smile.... Smile.... SMILE! Smile, baby, smile! Yeah! :)
If you don't know what I'm talking about, shame on you and watch this video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CKYiDHZyQK0
Bye! :)
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